I am consumed with having cancer today

I don’t know why now or why I can’t seem to stay off the cancer sites or stop reading the reams of materials I have.  Maybe because my next treatment is coming up and I have a feeling I won’t be as lucky this time around. I keep hearing how the effects are cumulative and  recovery time between each is harder as time goes on. I think I’ll give myself the rest of the day to dwell and then I’m over it.  Until next time.

 

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3 comments

  1. eddiesandcurrents · January 14, 2012

    I’ve felt dread with upcoming chemo treatments, too, but what I’ve found is that I can’t predict how each will affect me. Some are worse than I expected, some are easier. And luckily, the side effects haven’t all hit me at once. I’ll have some after some treatments and different ones after others. When I feel overwhelmed, I try to breathe and center and just be. And do something nice for myself. Something I enjoy and see as a treat. When I can experience this journey with no expectations, that opens something in me – and things are not as hard. You’re not alone. Sending you good thoughts and vibes and mojo!

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  2. mumhasbreastcancer · January 17, 2012

    Wishing you lots of strength! Thinking about you, and sending you positive vibes all the way from Cape Town. xox

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